ballad of broken man

come back home with a fucking down face ever , i dont know and i dont remember why i made my mistakes , its take cut this deep i cant find my way to breath or alive , its not only about happy but i losing my sight and passion , yeah im dying inside
i cant feel again taste the happiness , every second , every minuet , every hour , and every day it was getting worst
i hate to be this way , when i sleep at night i only hope that pain will be end , but suddenly theres nothing change , the pain still remains and take over my life
i only want to sleep and never wake up again , cause when i woke up with a bad memories on my mind i feel so powerless , why i made my mistakes.. that slowly killing me
i hate my self cause i do something that makes me fall apart , and no one else can help me or rise me up ,live a life with a meaningless its only wasted my time , but i cant get up from my sorrowed , im scared to get close i hate being alone , i long for that feeling but not feel at all , the higher i get the lower i sink , i cant drown my demons they dont know how to swim
maybe im so fucking depressed , living a scars , life sucks , maybe this is the test of my life , god please give me a strength to do what you created me to do
i need you to show me how the changes the inside of me , for my heart for their sake please be strong for me
life is full selfishness , they dont want understand but they just want to get understand , they dont wanna give but they only want to prove , thats what makes world un-peacefull
im tired to pretend that im okay , im tired to fake smile everyday but no ones know theres a scars inside of me , im not strong forever and i am too young for all this shit .